Hello blog, sorry I've neglected you for such a long time. I blame the immense amount of work and my habit to procrastinate. But most of all, I blame the boarding school internet. Though I've been going through endless ups and downs these days, I haven't had the time to blog about any of it, hence I have become like sponge, absorbing everything and keeping everything inside. But sponges have limits too, and when they go past that limit, they cry just like humans. Of course, I haven't reached that stage yet, it takes a lot for me to get to that stage actually. I finally have the time and internet now, but that doesn't mean that I should be blogging, especially with all the work left to complete.

Track and field finals yesterday was a first for me. Personally, I don't think that the school should have sent sec 1s for such a crucial event, especially when most of them haven't been in the school long enough to actually feel much for it. I got to see another side of the high school council, they really can rara the crowd. Seeing liki and chuanyu screaming their lungs out, trying to appeal to the sec 1s to cheer for their own school, made me feel proud to be part of council, albeit a different one. C and B boys champs, double silver for the As. It was fun though, being able to shout like nobody's business.

Talking about shouting reminds me of commanding, talking about commanding reminds me of hcincc, and talking about hcincc today reminds me of gordon. Happy birthday gordon! =) I want a part outing =(

Despite all the promises I made to myself and to them, all of it had to be broken in the end. No doubt I feel terrible about it, but I guess all I can do now is to be thankful that I did manage to spend that short period of time as a part of time, and conquering that one summit. Jiayou 35th =) sorry..and thank you too 34th.

And then there's the resolutions that I made, two of them actually, that I've never been able to abide by fully. I guess it's good in a sense that I finally got a slap in the face to wake myself, despite the fact that I had to ask for it myself, though the conflicting..or maybe not so conflicting viewpoints are kind of screwing my brain up. I swear I know what to do, but I actually have to do it. Give up darren, just give up, that's the only way you'll be able to succeed and move on.

darren
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking