Another late night, but this late night shall be an earlier late night to facilitate me waking up earlier to do work.

Nominated twice, rejected both times. It's quite..encouraging how some people can believe so much in me, but it's a little disturbing how I don't believe in myself that much. No idea if it's humility, or whether I'm simply being frank with myself. It reminds me of part b, before ord, I used to be super passive and only worked like behind the scenes, I didn't care if people knew what I did to help or not. Karlton told me that too much humility is detrimental to the unit. But since I have the chance now, I'll just give it a shot, at least I'll be able to tell myself that I gave my best, it doesn't matter how it turns out.

I was kinda touched by izumi's sincerity as he addressed the 37th, despite being together for such a short period of time, he could still make us have that warm feeling by a simple mention of the word ohana.

I guess I'm slowly coming to terms with myself, slowly, but surely. I know it isn't wrong to have expectations, but sometimes expectations just screw up everything that's here and now, and in the end your expectations will come to naught.

darren
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up