4S4 outing was great great great =) haha really missed the whole bunch of them and all the crazy stuff that we do like cheering for our own classmates during founder's day rehearsal. Just when it got all quiet, we livened everything up again the moment a 4s4 peep got on stage. The day was topped off with cycling at east coast park, teaching kevin how to cycle..somewhat, and $488 dinner at fish and co. Somehow I just feel like I have the freedom to do anything I want to when I'm with 4s4..as compared to being in jc. Miss the times miss the times, but that's why we have memories =)

I've been gluttoning these few days! After ayam it was dinner during which I ate a lot a lot and ordered 4 drinks. Then it was supper at some random indian stall where I ate 2 pratas and drank some funny 3 layered tea thing and still felt hungry. And yesterday I had a lot at botak jones and MOREEE, not forgetting the chips and drinks at choo's house. Despite the incoming indigestion, I still gluttoned more at fish and co and true enough the indigestion came. I have a weak stomach, but food is too good to resist.

Half of my holidays were gone to the climb, and the rest of my holidays are pretty much filled up already..not to mention having to slot in homework whenever I have free time. I'm still feeling sleepy just thinking about how I won't be able to have a leisurely sleep during these few days, ironically I regained my lost sleep from the past few weeks or so during the climb when we had nothing much to do at night so we slept at like 9 or 10.

I guess I've pretty much been successful in controlling myself and not thinking..too much. I wish I could wish all the insecurity away..that's two wishes already. To put it crudely, it's like the line between hugging your child and accidentally smothering him to death. Nevermind, what's meant to be mine will be mine I guess.

darren
Holding too tightly,
afraid to lose control.