The course is finally finally finally over. 2 full days gone, by the time the course was over I was way too tired to even mug anyway, can't help but feel guilty for not studying =/ now that the course is over and I CAN study..the feeling is totally bittersweet.

It must have been my crankiness due to the lack of sleep, but I felt kind of pissed off especially at the last part, when everything got so, fake. First it was having to prepare 3 stories from your life, that was still..acceptable in a sense. Though when you usually talk to friends or whoever, you don't like prepare stories to tell them, it comes naturally doesn't it? And somehow, I couldn't really take it anymore at the last part, when I was made to fake words and expressions. I couldn't really contain it all, and I kinda showed it. I know it's your job to teach us this kind of stuff, so sorry if you felt that I was showing you attitude or something, I'm sure people who actually enjoy doing stuff like that really enjoyed your course though.

Showmanship..it really depends on what your intention is at the end of the day. If it's just to grab people's attention and to impress then, yea, go ahead and use all your words and expressions and stuff. But, I don't know, somehow I don't think I would even tell personal stories to random strangers just because they're important in the first place. If I do it, it'll be only because I want to share a good experience, I can't be forced to do it, it's just too fake.

Time is running out, ah blocks.

darren
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be