Math test is finally finally finally over. Somehow it felt nothing like high school tests..besides having to sit in the auditorium with the irritating tiny table and a giant gc that takes up all your space..the whole atmosphere was just..different. Somehow the atmosphere back then helped me to concentrate.

Math test is over..but it was only a temporary barrier keeping me away from everything that's bothering me right now..or maybe just one thing in particular. I had to force myself to focus on math test and just block everything out, but now that the barrier is gone, everything's coming back to bother me again.

There are times when you should just leave things as they are..but then you'll start wondering what'll happen if you actually take action. And when you want to take action, you wonder if you'll be making things worse. And then you're caught in this cycle of dilemmaness. If you leave things as they are..you'll look back wondering how it may have been had you taken action..and had you taken action you'll be wondering if you should have just left things as they are. But with that said..something that people have been telling me, don't look back.

How is it that I can feel so sure and so unsure about something at the same time..or maybe it's just 想太多了. I really need to learn from choo..

darren
Running in circles,
Coming up tails.