=/ it's 2.40, I have to wake up in a few hours for nrp symposium and I should probably asleep by now but..bleh. And for that reason, this shall be a super short post, one with not very much content, just random spillings that aren't actually spillings at all.

I am still very 乱. One thing seems to be more or less settled..I think, but this just makes everything else much more prominent. And the more I know the more questions I get, the more questions I get the more I think, the more I think the more 乱 I get. It reminds me of that old 周华健 song sung with some other old person that goes 最近比较烦，比较烦，比较烦. I am at a loss once again, my only temporary salvation is for nrp to somehow block everything else out just like math test..but somehow that isn't going too well. I feel like an escapist..which is..quite loser actually.

Anyway, good job kevin =D your great acting skills have gotten you something! Though I really really wished that I could have gone for dramafeste =/ but I guess what I need now are more outings with the 4s4 gang..complete ones at least, I haven't gone out with peng and/or troy in quite awhile D=

I hope nrp goes well, I'm not putting my hopes too high, especially after everything that's happened during the course of this project, but I hope the effort that at least I know I have put in won't go to waste.

darren
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you.