Pretty much the hardest decision I have made for school so far, being called into the room all of a sudden, in the middle of orientation, and worst of all, without my phone. I've already convinced myself that I can do well without it, and then when it's offered to me, I start reconsidering over again. And when I think that I've made the right decision to reject it, I come home only to reconsider all over again. I'm far too indecisive.

I guess I'll just give it a try, whether I get it or not is not up to me anymore, but whether I will regret my initial decision, or regret my later decision..I still won't know. I guess, I'll just make the best of what I have, whether I get it or not.

But thanks a lot to everyone for their advice.

darren
Oh well, it seems likes such fun,
Until you lose what you had won.