Haha this picture was taken more than one year ago when ryan caught us by suprise.. and back when my spec course shirt was still wearable.

Disclaimer: This post is gonna be terribly random and unorganised.

Went to draw no.3 on tuesday. Haha most probably my last time drawing anything at all from that place, walking into that room and trying the no.3 on. The auntie gave me the wrong size btw..how could I be wearing the same pants size as yongle. The buckle actually popped lol, omg fat. Walking across the parking lot I thought of adc, and it didn't really mean much to me, not when I was caught up with other thoughts. First time returning uniforms with yongle, getting kped by suren, running around beach road looking for lanyards and belts, seeing suren's happy face when he thought we were gonna give him all the new lanyards, your head arh. And then there's the underwear rank..lol.

Wednesday, first rehearsal at paya lebar air base. The sweltering heat that never changed from past years. Planes taking off halfway through the performance. And for some reason I remembered him telling us about the touch and go thing before o.o after 3 years the performance area is still that same area. Syrup drinks were a pleasant suprise though.

First time having rehearsal in the morning today..I mean yesterday. K&W toilets, lol. Walking through that corridor in no.3, remembering rsaf '07 and '08, not good memories, but memories and experiences nevertheless. Two years as a performer, one last time as a choreographer.



MKIV, from the time we could use heavy rifles, while many would rush for the lighter ones, I'd take that same heavy one for the sole reason that no one else would take it and I could use it over and over again and get used to it. Also because it was one of the unbroken ones so I didn't have to keep taping it together.

Then there's performance music. Never thought that I'd actually mix music in my life, let alone mix so many. Honestly I thought most of them were quite crappy or could barely make it when I first mixed them, but after listening to it after some time it became quite nice lol.

For some reason I decided to watch all the performances again. I enjoy the thrill performing so much, but somehow I was willing to give that up. Haha but it was worth it in the end.

Then there are the regrets that I'll have to live with. I've wasted so much time. I can only use the remaining time to try and reduce the damage. We knew it wasn't going to be easy, I still remember what I told joash before posting was out.

88 wednesdays and fridays seemed like such a huge number, 1 year seemed so long.

Okay I shall stop here, I think I'm doing this too early lol. Haha but all these things are significant enough to make me take 4 hours just to read my first set of sec 3 bio notes.

很乱很乱

This post probably didn't make much sense lol, but then again, look at the time. I don't like to eat the top slice of bread too.

darren
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart