NCC day yoday. Happy birthday NCC, quote from mr jeffrey lim. Reached school at 6.35am. Did sizing, i was in front row left marker. Then stone there..normal flag raising. Then ncc pledge taking. Overall drills were quite ok. Then after that, we had to wait for all the teachers to check the students attire and hair and stuff. Then mr lim said they can use the ncc hairstyle as a minimum standard, and we were wearing beret so how he see. And somehow gordon was happy that mr lim said his hair was ok, which he didnt and he only said ncc, but i think its cos his hair cannot be seen...hmmm. Then went back to class, lessons. After school went to 2d and 2c play with ******.

Then went training. Todays training was...taking bus to hq and come back and play soccer for us, the performers. The non-performers did pds, advanced as well and pt. After training went to kap. Then eat a while, ncos came. And jian hua and karlton sat directly next to us. So they were discussing about the part tee then chong yee drew a logo so i think they thought we didnt want them to see and they like keep trying to sneak a peek. but its like..see then see lor lol. After all part tee is meant to be seen aint it. Then chong yee gave me the pic to scan but i cant scan now sorry. So at kap my mother called first to ask me what time im leaving then she said my father could fetch cos hes going out and i said no need. Then i remembered she said it was raining so i just called my father then he said hes already outside and didnt drive, then i said i can go home by myself, and then he started to kp me like i did something wrong to him.

Reached home, felt like i shouldn't have gone home at all. I stepped into the house, he didn't even bother to look at me and was busy staring at the tv and he had that damn angry look on his face so i didn't dare to say anything at first, then he said 回到家里都没有叫人, 我是你爸leh. And i was totally stunned, so i decided not to get angry since it would only make it worse, somehow that was something he said to me once. And i jus took it as though nothing happened. It's like, damn ironic how i wanted to cherish people around me more after a friend of mine's father passed away, and now this had to happen. Only thing i can say is that i shall never be like this in the future.

I remember when i was young you told me that i should tell me if you scolded me when i didn't do something wrong. It didn't take long for me to realise that it was useless. Whenever I was scolded for something i didn't do, even when i was trying to do something good but it was misinterpreted by you, i would try to explain to you nicely at first, but did you listen? No. You would scold me even more, saying that if i had done something wrong i should admit it instead of trying to find excuses. Well, what can i say.

Don't want to end this post with something so...emo. Last hq training tomorrow. Gonna be full day full dress rehearsal. Just now during debrief yit kai was trying to say we will be wearing this..and that and elfred jus say OK tomorrow is a full-dress rehearsal..lol. Part as will be there tomorrow. Don't disappoint. Jia you all. Its not every year we get to perform on ncc or evne get involved in ncc day at hq. I think my batch iss quite fortunate, we got the coe, the ncc day performance and the orienteering, which will be up to us to clinch the plaque this year.

darren(im not emo)
p.s. i used the enter key 1..2..3..4! times