What happened?

To the discipline? Probably disappeared along with my stamina.

I need to get my discipline back, even without the drilling, I don't think it was the drilling, it was already in me..somewhere, and I can't let that change.

Adidas sundown, I've been looking forward to it for so long, and now when the time has finally come, I can't let 4 years of training go to waste because of..laziness.

I need to do the things that are important..and not just leave them lying around and messing my life up..literally.

I need to remember the things that I loved, even if I may not be good at them. What happened to playing plug in baby and being proud of it?

Wake up wake up, till the day that I'm once again able to Look Up, Look Proud, Look Straight, Look Smart

darren
And when I think of all the places I just don't belong,
I've come to grips with life and realised this is going too far