Fire burning strong at 12 midnight. Haha joash, yongle and I were too busy bbqing that we didn't each much, so we decided to restart the fire, seeing that there were like 2 more trays of 30 chicken wings. And of course, how could we forget the ants that were constantly attacking our food and dustbin, and bit us whenever they could..irritating! It was fun exploring different methods of killing large groups of ants though o.o okay nevermind.

I feel really..disturbed now. As much as I appreciated the fact that you came down to fetch me on sunday, I really wish that you didn't. It's like, I came back with all these thoughts and aspirations in a way, and then when you got into your mood again, it's like I was reminded of the wall that stood between everything, and it just blocked everything out. I thought that after the time you talked to me, things would get better, but I never knew that it would be so one sided, so you get to continue doing whatever you want to. And if sleeping only 2 hours is not a good enough reason to be tired, I don't know what is. I will not hate you, precisely because of who you are to me, but you can't expect me to go much further, especially when you're still doing stuff like this. I can only do so much, honestly it's like talking to a wall most of the time, so I guess I can't do anything if you want to be like this.

Haha choo is at my house now before going to yck for 4s4 bbq, and we're lazing away watching youtube and simpsons and everything. I can't go to the bbq D= why can't the whole class go for green day concert with me. Or maybe someone could buy my ticket from me now =D

Ah, and at last I am closer to my old speed, 7.5km in around 30mins, running is good =) it means that I can eat more ice cream.

darren
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach