I feel terrible now..but that shall come later on in the post.

I can't really remember much about what happened last week, just random stuff like making a stupid mistake during my bio spa. Consequence of not posting.

Yesterday's national day carnival was quite successful I guess, maybe not so much in terms of donations but..then again, money isn't everything. Didn't really have a fixed estimate of how much we'll get at the start, probably because we didn't know what to expect. But according to the rc members the response was quite good. Anyway good job =) couldn't have happened without any of you guys. Thanks to the rv volunteers, hui yee for coming all the way down despite block tests, all our friends who came to support(my counterpart), and of course the other 5 in this project!

After the carnival we had jordy's birthday celebration and basketball..something I haven't played in a long time. Despite the tiredness, yesterday was a whole lot of fun =)

AAF was quite successful too, besides managing to secure the interview, the girl showed signs of progress as well, haha sense of achievement. I'm subconsciously taking care not to wash my right hand too much now..haha.

A soldier was shot in the leg right before being sent to the frontline the next day. His handicap rendered him unable to fight, and he was devastated at the prospect of not being able to fulfill his duties. However, due to miscalculation, his entire platoon was killed in an ambush not long into the fight. Ironically, his source of despair enabled him to fight another day..whether he survives after that or not is a completely different story though.

Don't pay too much attention to the story, it's not really meant to be understood.

I feel terrible. It feels just like a knot from that game stall yesterday..all messed up. It's like waking up to find a bloodied knife in your hands.

I doubt this will help but, still, I'm sorry.

darren
My scars remind me,
That the past is real.
I tear my heart open,
Just to feel.