Suddenly noticed this and I had only 1min to take it lol.

There's only one thing, to do, three words, for you, I love you~

Watched moment of truth and celebrity apprentice last night.

Some people really will do anything for money, even at the expense of hurting the feelings of their close ones by doing stuff like that. Actually it isn't actually doing the stuff, it's the fact that they hid all those terrible stuff from the people it refers to and reveal it on a game show for money. But then again if there is some super honest person who didn't do anything wrong, there won't still be no one who has gotten to the top yet. The game's slogan or something is amusing, is there still an honest american left?

Celebrity apprentice was super complicated. In the end the girls won and vinny should have at least been given some credit since he was the one who suggested carol to be the spokesperson and that became one of the factors why they won in the end. But instead they just acted as if they had planned everything from the start already because they didn't want to have anything to do with him, him being the rat and all. Piers could have gotten fired, it was kinda dumb to send someone he can't trust to be a rat just so that he could get him out of the way. But in the end vinny killed himself by resigning without even discussing anything even though two out of the three other people would rather he stay than piers. Piers is like damn aggressive and will win no matter what. But if vinny stays then no one will trust him either. Stephen should have been the next project manager since tensions between him and piers are building up, more interesting.

Went to lab today. I felt damn sleepy the moment I got on the bus for some reason. Buses make me sleepy. I slept and I was supposed to wake up at the jc bus stop since I was going to the lab but I didn't wake up so I woke up at the main gate instead and had to walk one big round.

Ng peng and I did a bit. Then the lab technicians went for lunch and we went to the canteen. The stall owners sell fried food during holidays so I ate a bit only since I expected to go home for lunch which my mother cooked, cod fish! Anyway at 12.30 we went back and continued doing, solving problems and testing and stuff. We were only done at close to 4+.

At the bus stop I was standing behind this guy with a huge bag who seemed unfamiliar. Then 157 came, and that person turned to board also, and I realised it was alex lol.

Came back, prepared no.4, then heated up my lunch which now became my dinner.

Big girls don't cry is a nice song. Took me long enough to realise. And oddly enough I only went to listen to it after hearing sean kingston's horrible version of it. Hate his voice.

My phone just offed by itself again. When I was planning to finally keep a phone for 2 years this one decides to screw up.

I'm sorry for everything.

I guess I'm not gonna sleep tonight/this morning, got a lot on my mind and nowhere for it all to go.

I feel lost.

darren