I feel empty for i don't know what reason..as empty as your wallet after you've just eaten at poolside..which means it still contains all the extra not necessary stuff like ez link card and this card and that card and whatever but not the most important thing a wallet is meant to contain. Nevermind with my screwed analogy.

Went to grandparents house just now. The maid gave us packet drinks as usual, and i just took a sip out of mine. Then my sister asked me not to drink first, cos she said hers expired on 30th june, i looked at the expiry date on mine, 01 march 2008.

Then we went to bukit panjang plaza for dinner at like..8pm. Ate at foodcourt since everywhere else was like super long queue. Then this family with 2 5-6 year oldish children sat down at the table beside us. The mother went to order food first. And immediately, the boy said "Wa lao mei ci dou shi ta qu order de" and i can't remember what but it's like talking as if she was just some random woman who ask him to sit at the table and wait for her and he was just super kp. Then when she came back, she had actually bought for him also, but he still had to complain that he wanted this and that and whatever. And when he walked around the crowded kopitiam he think he's the king and everything and just cut in front of everybody and block people's way and whatever. Felt like throwing something at him. No idea why i care so much about this.

I came home and..stoned. Didn't feel like doing much, went to finish up on my chem. Then stone even more. So i decided to play my electric guitar which hasn't been touched for like a few weeks or more. But..now being early morning time i couldn't blast through the amp so i blast through headphones instead, at most become deaf o.o deaf from my own playing.

You and me is nice to play. Just kept playing it over..and over and over again. No idea whether it made me feel better, i think it did, but then again i don't even know what's wrong with me.

At least it made me sleepier. Then again i'm sort of reluctant to sleep now..sleep paralysis is back again. Possible causes..?

Sleeping in a face upwards or supine position
Irregular sleeping schedules; naps, sleeping in, sleep deprivation
Increased stress
Sudden environmental/lifestyle changes
A lucid dream that immediately precedes the episode.

But it's taken from wiki which is not a reliable source since anyone can post there. Nevermind i shall just go sleep anyway

darren