Two extreme emotions today, shall start with the happier side.

In the morning i went to the doctor cos i wanted to get well so that i can run without having fear of dying. Was given this medicine that can get rid of the phlegm, no idea how, dissolve it? o.o acid

After that went to library for mugging with wanjing! I didn't manage to complete anything except reading the long notes on thai nationalism. And i realised thailand is very weird o.o they do a lot of weird things. For example, when the king doesn't get enough attention he goes to England to attitude the thai government until he dies. And then got some run away when they in trouble then after awhile go back only to get in more trouble. And they have long and hard to remember names o.o

There was this guy in the library sitting at the same table who had a giant stack of chinese notes that would put me to sleep instantly. And he went away from his seat at like 11+

At around 12.30 we went to j8 for lunch, the guy still wasn't back yet. And i was wondering if he was trapped or fell asleep in the toilet or something. Ate swensens! lol my sickness isn't so bad that i can't eat anything or have to eat porridge o.o but sometimes porridge is nice lol. But not nice can be damn horrible, like drinking mushy tasteless hot water.

After that we went back to j8 and to the same table. The guy still wasn't back at like 1.30. He left his bag there so i was wondering if he was a terrorist or something o.o but after awhile he came back, from the direction of the toilet lol. 3 hours in the toilet o.o don't want to know what he was doing.

After much mugging, we went to united square. Went to starbucks and didn't get scammed muaha, trying to cheat us by saying medium? Then if we say yes medium u will say "only 50cents more to upsize" ha we won't get scammed again. Saw many many peoples, junxian, keith, bryan. Didn't know so many people go to learning lab lol. Then wanjing went for tuition and i went home.

At the mrt station i saw a wanted poster of the ji leader, shan't bother trying to remember his name, it's like one of those thai names which are impossible to remember. I realised my drawing of him was actually not bad hmm

Haha thanks for today wanjing! =D had loads of fun!

On a more serious less happy note, to put it crudely, my father told me my grandfather is dying. His lungs have hardened or something due to smoking when he was young. And now there is not enough oxygen being supplied to his brain and so he is always sleeping. The doctors gave him pure oxygen but cos he's old he can't remember what it's for and he keeps taking it off and he wants to go home and not stay in the hospital. But if he goes home there's gonna be a really high chance that he will get a fatal heart failure. Staying in the hospital doesn't help much for him according to the doctors cos he doesn't use the oxygen, so they said it's the same if he goes home. Probably have to be prepared for the worse i guess.

Anyway i think that i'm already quite fortunate to have all my grandparents still alive at this age. But i don't get to spend much time with them, at most once a month or so. I dare not imagine what's gonna happen in the near future. My grandfather is like suffering now, he can hardly move. Hopefully i'll get to see him a few more times, and nothing bad will happen while i'm at st johns island.

darren